it is so God damn hard.......

that's exactly the feeling i had in the early hours of the day today, and woke up startled.
i somehow had got to feel that this whole mba process is just too much effort ( lazy me ), and hence it asks for too much...the thought troubled me even while i showered - and i felt that i should quit.
but that would mean living with a feeling that i could have done something, but didnt, just because i quit midway - the thought sucks, i am sure the feeling will do even more.

so with renewed energy, i logged on to my computer, and went to my favourite site - "mbaleague".
and there was enough reassurance available there, which gave me additional hope. i sat back and thought, and relaxed for a while, and as i write now, i am pretty confident that i will go all the way, whatever it takes.

so, time to get back to work now !

amen.